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feel as empty as a drum
…. don’t know why I didn’t come

It’s definitely levels to this shit,
levels to this shit called life…..

My life is depressing
I don’t wanna live in this
Shit ass town reminding me
Of all the reasons that my life is
Depressing… There’s nothing here
For me, i feel like a fuckin caged bird
I’m just ready to live
Ready to love
Ready..
Wtf, I literally give it about
Another week before I call
This place quits, then, I’m gone!

having a story to tell

makes you far more

interesting

say baby,
I was your slave
burried my feelings at the grave
can’t feel shit thanks to Nina..
It all starts out fresh,
as giving birth to a newborn
child, replenished, sort of say
a chance to start over, with a new..
& that’s what we were, fresh
I’ve got to admit girl, your the shit
girl, but I wouldn’t spit on you
If you were on fire, harsh falicy of
this reality… I never got to be the blues in your left thigh, trying to be
funk in your right, that’s not alright
I put my time in
you slept with other men
that cut deep…
I cherished you more than
you did yourself, what the fuck
you don’t get it Nina?
Nah, I guess you don’t Nina..
I wanted to be the blues in your
left thigh, trying to become the
funk in your right
is that alright?

I’m still happy
but beneath there’s a void
I still smile
but beneath there’s no reason to
I still joke
but beneath, nothing’s funny
I’m still optimistic
but beneath I’m too realistic
for every pro
there’s a con
so you know that list
that you guys make
where you weigh out your
pros & cons? It’s pointless
because in everything good,
there’s always gonna be something
bad lurking at the next corner…
positivity is all I know, don’t get
me wrong, it’s just now, now that
I’m growing into a man, I’m
experiencing
LIFE
&
LIFE
is showing me things
i never imagined